i failed as a friend...(to:Joey,Dolly & my sec sch brothers)
i failed as a kor...(to:Baobei Xiao Qi)
i failed as a chef...(to:Myself)
i failed as a di...(to:Leepoh jie)
Most important of all...I failed to live to be myself...

I am sorry to:

Baobei mei mei Xiao Qi

Joey

Dolly Hpy

My sec sch brothers missing out YU JIE and ANDY

Can some1 tell me why the fuck am i so useless? is it all just because i listen to death metals??? just wat the fuck is wrong with me??? 1 by 1 go....the ppl i have in life left was : Baobei Xiao Qi,Dolly HPY and my sec sch brothers...so ppl...dun tell me to "Dun think too much" because its impossible tat so many ppl can leave u in 1 shot...there must be something wrong with me...someone ever told me "you onli trigger the worst part of me" i went to think about this sentance...and i realise i really have triggered the worst part of everyone...i am sorry my dear friends...i have failed to make u all happy....

well...i have done my part to live till the age of 17+....i'm am ready to go....SATAN!!!! U THERE??? LUCIFER??? ANYONE??? U CAN ALL TAKE ME TO FUCKING HELL NOW!!!!!!!